Well fuck me with a spoon.

So the best-case scenario is totally gone.

My company didn't get their contract with Chikusei city renewed, so I'll definitely be moving come March.

Now all I can hope for is that they can find someplace else to send me. My coordinator said if they can get a contract somewhere else, they'd like to offer me another position, so I'm holding on to that. Hopefully that means they do want to keep me employed. And are able to.

If not, the next step is to try other companies. But like I said before - it took me a year to get hired by the company I'm with now, so I have no reason to believe I can just pick up with another company just like that. Apparently, I'm un-hireable.

Worst case scenario, I go back to the US. Probably get a minimum wage job being treated like dirt at Target. Probably just kill myself or something; easier than spending the rest of my life paying off worthless student loans.


I really don't want to leave here.