sailorstarsun

I have seriously not felt like doing anything for a while now. Various things have been going on, and I just don't feel like talking about them, even though I do. (I guess it's more like, I wish I could sit down with someone and talk over a cup of coffee or something, but since I don't have any friends, it's impossible. But I certainly don't feel like writing about things because it's just too much of an effort.)

So instead of doing anything productive, I'll waste my time with doll-related BS.


( taken from Tumblr )

The new boy finally has a name, by the way. Now I just need to work on his look, and I can properly introduce him.
(Though I realize I still haven't given Decca a real introduction yet either. Oops...)

I'm supposed to be taking pictures right now. But I'm not. Heh.


( Doll meme taken from Tumblr. )

Last one~!


( Rook! )

Whoops, I missed a day. .^^;


( Quincy's turn. )

Because we're going in order.


( Next is Brishen )

So someone on the big doll message board posted this interview/meme for doll characters, and I thought it'd be fun to fill it out for my guys. But instead of posting it on the board, where nobody will read it, I figured I'd post it here. ....... Where nobody will read it. .^^;


( We'll start with Günter )

I can finally finish this damn thing! And, not backdated, because of stuff further below.

day 30 → whatever tickles your fancy



New story~!

Gods, it took me so long to get this one done. .;_____; Been busy with work and work and work and work. I had thought when I graduated I'd have more time for stories, but.. not so much. Which is ok, since I need to work, but.. my poor boys. .;_; And since this is so late, the next one will be late, which means the Valentine's Special will be late.

Le sigh~



And in completely other news..........


Tomo died today.

Just when Grandma finally broke down and paid the vet to find out what's wrong with him, and what she needed to do to help him, and bought him insulin and was giving him shots twice a day... he just got really sick.

I don't even know what happened. He was fine just a few days ago, then started getting weaker and weaker. He was outside for a long time the other day, then when he came back he had some patches of fur that were clumped, like he'd been cut and bleeding, and there were some scabs. But we don't know if it was sores that developed, or if he got in a fight or something while out.

Then yesterday he just stopped doing anything. He wouldn't eat at all, and barely drank any water. All he'd do is lay around, occasionally moving from one spot to another. When I came home from work he was outside, and he followed me in, and he could barely walk. My Dad and I were pretty sure he wouldn't make it through the night, and I kept checking on him. He'd purr when I pet him, and I felt like I should sit with him so if he died at least he wouldn't be alone. But I had to work today, so I had to go to bed.

So when I came home from work today, I discovered what I can officially call the Worst Thing Ever - my Grandma crying. My cousin was there, and she was crying too, and I knew without being told what happened. And I've been upstairs all night, which is extremely rare for me, just chatting and keeping Grandma distracted. She's ok when she's not thinking about it.

So that's the story. We'll miss him. He was a very good kitty. But he was getting so skinny and sickly, so in the very least, I'm glad he won't have to suffer anymore. It was so hard seeing him like that. Feeling every bone through his skin when petting him.


I feel so sad. About losing Tomo, yes, but more so because my Grandma should never ever ever ever have to be sad. She deserves only good and happy things. And for as flaky as my cousin can be sometimes, I thank the gods that she was there, and that they found him together. The very thought of Grandma being alone when finding him is unbearable.

And I should probably stop blubbering like a baby now, and get to bed. More work tomorrow.

day 28 → a food



Have I ever mentioned my deep, deep love for plain white rice? I love it! My Grandma says it's "a nothing food," but I think the flavor is just too subtle for her. I appreciate its light flavor; not everything you eat needs to be suuuuuuper sweet/salty/spicy/etc.

And then there's the fact that you can do so much with it! It's amazing!

Mmmm.... I could go for some right now....

day 26 → a place

Of course~



Totally going to live there someday!

day 24 → whatever tickles your fancy

I didn't know what to post for this, so I went through my "misc pics" folder, which I haven't cleaned out in....... ever. And I came across this .gif that I don't remember making. ::laugh::



When I was really really into iRO, I would randomly come up with storylines for my characters (this was pre-doll, mind you. LOL). I had a thief character named Tezube, and an acolyte named Atozuka. I decided they needed to be twins who had been separated, and were both journeying to find each other. Of course, the problem is that they're on different servers, so it's impossible for them to ever meet.

XD

Actually, I made profiles for all my iRO characters, here.


Good times~ I miss those days, playing for hours with Sasu. I wish I had anyone at all to play with now....