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Mar. 24th, 2012 08:56 pmOk, this is going to sound a bit ridiculous, but... I miss my boys.
If you're wondering where they went, the answer is nowhere. They're here, in the loft, where they always are. Except that I'm only in the loft when I'm sleeping. I don't want to keep them down here, in the main room, because there's too much light. At least in the loft it's a little bit darker. So that's where they stay, and I only ever see them right before going to bed and right after I get up, or when I'm playing with them.
But for the past three months, I've been too busy to play with them. Or if I'm not busy, I'm too depressed, and don't want to do anything. Any photostories I've worked on have been with the pictures I took over winter vacation, in December. There's no time to do anything, and since they stay upstairs I don't even get to look at them.
So... I miss them.
Poor Rook was in pieces for five months. I took him apart to spray him with some UV-protectant, and it took five months to get it done. I finally got him back together. I took some time last week to change their clothes (so I could pack up their stuff), and they were covered in dust. I felt so bad.
But hopefully soon we'll have more time together. Tomorrow I'll take some pictures (to do a 'moving again' story...) and spend some quality time. .... And then I may as well go ahead and pack them up in their boxes... But after we move, and after I start my new job, things will get back on track. I'll take them exploring our new home, and take lots of pictures, and crank out more stories. I'd like that.
Until then, I have Meili sitting here with me now, looking as unenthusiastic as ever. .^^; But I really love him!
Also, I think I'm a little bit high right now. I found a little white pill, and I ate it.
(To be clear, it was a leftover codine or whatever from when I busted my knee, and I took it because DOOM CRAMPS were rearing their heads and I'm not in the mood for that.)
If you're wondering where they went, the answer is nowhere. They're here, in the loft, where they always are. Except that I'm only in the loft when I'm sleeping. I don't want to keep them down here, in the main room, because there's too much light. At least in the loft it's a little bit darker. So that's where they stay, and I only ever see them right before going to bed and right after I get up, or when I'm playing with them.
But for the past three months, I've been too busy to play with them. Or if I'm not busy, I'm too depressed, and don't want to do anything. Any photostories I've worked on have been with the pictures I took over winter vacation, in December. There's no time to do anything, and since they stay upstairs I don't even get to look at them.
So... I miss them.
Poor Rook was in pieces for five months. I took him apart to spray him with some UV-protectant, and it took five months to get it done. I finally got him back together. I took some time last week to change their clothes (so I could pack up their stuff), and they were covered in dust. I felt so bad.
But hopefully soon we'll have more time together. Tomorrow I'll take some pictures (to do a 'moving again' story...) and spend some quality time. .... And then I may as well go ahead and pack them up in their boxes... But after we move, and after I start my new job, things will get back on track. I'll take them exploring our new home, and take lots of pictures, and crank out more stories. I'd like that.
Until then, I have Meili sitting here with me now, looking as unenthusiastic as ever. .^^; But I really love him!
Also, I think I'm a little bit high right now. I found a little white pill, and I ate it.
(To be clear, it was a leftover codine or whatever from when I busted my knee, and I took it because DOOM CRAMPS were rearing their heads and I'm not in the mood for that.)
