I'm awful.

Well, I've started the new job. And I, like... I really suck at it. It's like the moment I left Tokyo I instantly forgot everything I'd spent two weeks learning. Every time I try to do something, it's awkward. I'm always having to bug the staff for stuff or getting in their way, so I'm sure they're going to hate me really soon. And I'm pretty sure the students think I'm retarded.

This is going swell.