and I'll cry if I want to

[sailorstarsun]

I worked so hard to make sure I didn't end up spending my birthday alone, and at the end of the day, I really fucking regret it. I would have been better off by myself.

I just wanted one little thing, but I spent so much time making sure everyone else got to see and do what they wanted to see and do, that by the time we got around to what I wanted to see and do, it was too fucking late.

I just wanted one thing - my entire fucking reason for going, for putting up with getting pushed and shoved and stepped on by gross, sweaty asses. No matter how tired and hot and miserable I was, I tried to keep my head up, because it was going to be worth it in the end.

But it wasn't. Because even though what I wanted was right there, I was told no, that I was wrong, that that couldn't possibly be where it was, because I'm just a stupid fucking whitey who couldn't possibly be able to read the Japanese website. Surely I didn't look at that website every fucking day for a month to make sure I had the location memorized. NO. I was wrong, and everyone else was right.

Except I wasn't wrong, but because nobody bothered to listen to me, I missed out.

Just me! Only I missed out.


Happy fucking birthday to me.

Comments

[cashew.insanejournal.com]

Whatever it was you missed on, I'm sorry to hear that. *sends virtual hugs* I guess people are stupid is a universal constant.

What can the internet do to make up for this? ;_;

[sailorstarsun.insanejournal.com]

It's true. .~_~ But I guess I've learned my lesson.

Aah~ The internet lets me rant at it, and that's good enough.

And thank you. ♥

[aizome.insanejournal.com]

SHIIIIIT!

X(

I wish I had the right words here. And equal to that, I wish I could visit you! Even though you know how stupidly claustrophobic I am. I would deal with that just to see you.

I'm still going to get a nifty X-Mas present complied for you though. Ok it might not be that nifty, but it will have thought put into it. And you are not opposed to chocolate, amirite? XD

<3

[sailorstarsun.insanejournal.com]

I'm totally not opposed to chocolate. .^^

::hugs and love::

♥